Far Far Away is a song that inspires sadness for me. I have had a boyfriend for 3 1/2 years, who is now 3 hours away from me. I know that seems like nothing to some people, but after seeing him every day for extended periods of time, whether it was in class, or at home, it is hard to just up and leave. We have always been inseparable. He has been somewhat of an emotional rock for me, and it is hard to leave that stability and come to a place where I am experiencing so many new emotions, without the stability that I have depended on for so long. Sadness is the interpretant that is inspired by the object, this song, which is an index that makes me think of Logan, the sign.
Don't Stop Believin' by Journey inspires me to be joyful because I sang it with my choir on graduation day, which was such a happy day for me. It took us forever to pick a song that we could all agree on, and I originally didn't want to sing this song, because I thought it was over-done, but I am glad we ended up singing it. This song represents moving into a new and fantastic chapter of my life, from one that was not so spectacular. The lyrics really do apply to what I was going through. "Don't stop believin', hold on to that feeling." tells me that even though the first part of my life was kind of boring, I can't stop hoping for it to get better. Joy is inspired by the object which is the song, which brings me back to the sign, graduation day. This is an example of an index.
Hallelujah from Handel's Messiah represents togetherness for me. I sang this song every year with my choir at our annual Yuletide concert. It is one of the few songs that all of the choirs sang together. The first time I sang it was when I was a weak little soprano and no one could hear me. The last time I sang it, I was crying like a child, because I knew it was the last time I would feel that I belonged with my choir that I had been a part of for four years. This is an example of and index, because the feeling of belonging is the interpretant, and that comes from the co-occurrence of hearing this song, the sign, and remembering being surrounded by people that I love so much, the object.
Megan, I feel exactly what you are saying when you talk about your experiences with your choir. The cohort (am I using that term correctly?) that comes about from any gathering of music I believe is very powerful. My orchestra was the exact same way, and let me say now, there were many tears shed during my final senior concert. As you saw in my blog today, My choice of song for 'belonging' was also music ensemble related. Participating in the creation of music produces a strong bond.
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